my metaphorical onion..

Life recently has been.. a learning experience, it seems would be the most appropriate description. Not gonna lie, it’s been a little up & down but still there were times in this past week that I couldn’t help but feel overwhelmed with His goodness & love despite where I was willing to meet Him at. Whether this took the form of a good conversation with a close friend, feeling His favor when I know I’m furthering the things that are on His heart, or even just by looking up at a beautiful post-storm sky, it’s been clear that His love & faithfulness is unwavering. I mean, even today, some of my hallmates actually came to church with my roommate & I! We’ve both been praying about it a lot, but it definitely had nothing to do our convincing skills.. it’s just such a relief knowing that He can still use me even though I hardly ever feel qualified enough to be used.
Also, even though I’ve realized that I suck at being vulnerable (sorry friends), I am still SOO so thankful to be surrounded by such incredible people! Honestly, I’m pretty sure I know some of the most amazing people that exist on this planet. 

Sorry this post was super random & non-collected, I have a lot of thoughts that are going in circles around my head, but I can’t seem to get them to stop long enough to type them down/understand them.. even my journal entries have become variations of verbal tornadoes. I guess this is why I’m not an english major huh.. 

ps. shout out to the friend that encouraged me to post heh <3